Is this Mirage?

where am I?

what am I doing ?

why am I doing this ?

why everything is working so perfectly like some computer code running again and again ?

Is this some Matrix created around me ?

These questions and many more like them make me think that Isn't life a mystery. When a person gets born, he starts learning the do's and don'ts of life from very beginning. He should do this, he should never try that. His brain is being programmed according to his environment and he starts behaving like a newly created biological robot. He is being taught to behave like a civilized citizen and never to indulge into anything against his society, culture or nation. No one is ever allowed to think independently or against the customs and norms. The few who do so are out casted and these out casted make a new system in which they behave as creator of the new norms and conditions. In either circumstance, an individual is always a part of some small  or big network which are connected in some way to the one Universal network which seems to be unbreakable.

Who created this Universal Network. Is this came into being after thousands of civilizations or was this present even at the beginning. Who knows or can answer. After all, nobody had seen the Big Bang and what happened after that. These all are assumptions put forward to us to believe. We cannot certify anything completely, with the type of resources we have. These assumptions, which we imbibe in our life, like photosynthesis happen in green leaves, or current is created when there is electro-mechanical motion, seems to be logical with the type of reasoning provided to our programmed brain. But why these things happen, are all assumptions. This Network seems to be so perfect that it has left nothing open. Everything is so seamlessly stitched together like a work of a Super Natural Genius.

But who is this genius whom our programmed brains call GOD or Creator. And why he created all this. What was and is the purpose behind all this. Is this network some sort of research lab, where some Mega scale biological experiment is running? Who knows, but there is off-course an anomaly to this network which may prove fatal for it one day and may bring it down some day. It is the power to question and to find answers, despite of being slave to this network. Or is this reasoning, also a part of this Mirage where everything seems to be so perfectly running like a computer code running again and again.